I look at my blog occasionally, when I find the courage to face myself, and I see an empty notebook. While I am fond empty notebooks, like I mentioned in an earlier post, I do look at this one now and feel—sad. Yes, that’s the word—sad!

It’s sad that I don’t have the time to spend on myself. It’s sad that I don’t have time to ponder and reflect in writing. It’s sad that I don’t have time to give thoughts words. It’s sad that I don’t have time to make a decision—a decision to write! It’s sad that I don’t have time to take pictures that say so many stories and put them here. It’s sad that I don’t have the will to bring myself to see this mirror—my blog—that I put up myself.

It’s really sad that I don’t have the courage to face myself!

– Sameen